January 2012
I’ve been working out and cleaning my house ALL day for the party
It’s early af but I take forever to get ready
- Air dry after shower
- Get distracted by TV
- Blow dry hair
- Tumblr (like now)
- Talk on phone
- TV
- Dry nails
- Eat
- Accidently fall asleep -_-
December 2011
- me: hmm i wonder what's going on at facebook
- everyone: new year new me <3
- me: never mind
Going for a walk to vent about freakn life (2011/2012) with one of my best friends. Then clean the house for my mom for our New Years Party. Then get sexxxyfied with my other best friends for a kick back tonight. Pick HIM up and see if he annoys me. Then eat at fam party…officially go out and be crazy…well, me-SOBER. Theeen come back to mi casa and eat again before I KO at 4am. Oh and go to church then work the on New Years and regret being crazy so late like every weekend. This actually sounds kinda lame…but it won’t be!!!
Idk whats up w him but as much as I turn him down…ignore him and constantly tell him how irritating he is..he still hits me up. It’s been two years since we’ve “known” eachother. I neveeeeer hit him up. He pisses me off too much. He’s too immature. He’s fine af…not a pretty boy but he might as well be one -_- anyways I just wanna shoot him in his face sometimes….most of the time. And stab him in his balls. How can someone piss me off so much n still be in my life. Ii hate him the most because as much as he does he makes me wanna forgive asap because his freakn smile. I hate that. I need a half unattractuve guy. So i can easily say no but still not too hard on the eyes. Haha im funny. Tonight ima pik him up so we can spend new years together n he does not live close n he has not met my friends or anyone. He is just a boo tho not my baby or bf. so this shuldnt be weird. My friend thinks hes the good guy im passin up because he hits me up so much. He’s not at all. Hes a playful azzhole. Ugh….i just wanna put tape on his mouth n look at him. Why sm i venting about him -_- im done.
But hints…….how do guys NOT get them? After giving an obvious hint and ol dude still doesnt get it…it makes me think ugh I should just be foward. But then I start to think no..if hes gonna be THAT dumb and not get it…he doesnt deserve it. Somethings in life cant not be seen…my hints are one of them. Come on now son. Quit bxtchn.
Whyyyyyyy